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Saturday, March 03, 2007
Have i Change??? That is the question dwellin in my mind all these daes... I've look myself in the mirror n saw, My own self. but in a different wae... Its me in the year 2006..I have change. The wae i handle things, The wae i speak, The wae i....Behave.. I dunnoe y. people keep tellin me i've change. Actualli from the ferst dae of skul i have plan to change myself. Not to be EMO. And not to let people look down on me n bad-mouth bout me. Is dat wrong? wad if u saw me buttonin up my shirt n hang around with the malay boiz in my klass n other then Draga? Is it wrong for me to hang around wit them sumtymes?? Is it wrong? Its not like i'm gonna stick to dem all the tyme?.. U wanna know the truth? Here it is, because they treat me like a fwen n nvr scold2. and one thing i hate the most when i'm hangin out wit Draga is dat. they alwaes need to sae things bout my gurl..wad DENG DENG. MEG... and makin fun of me. Onli sum people dun do dat. its not funny animore. It maybe a laughin stock fer dem..but fer me..its like an insult towards her. all tiz while i kept it to myself n laugh wit dem...
Back to the topic on the ferst statement... Do u guys wan me to change back to my EMO self?? or u wan me to stay tiz wae. If i became EMO, sum people will laugh at me n start to make fun of me. To prove sumthin like 'i can make jokes out of EMO'. WTF?....totally piss off.. Old school..Does dat mean if i became one means i am followin others? I mean ok yea. but den wad if i have dat in me n dun wan to expose it till now? Does it stil counted as followin?
Obsviously...NO....
Y can't they understand me.. n yea I AM BEING MYSELF. Tiz is truly wad i am. i am juz...juz feelin confuse now.. y.......... ...................................................................
[main thing of the dae: Draga play soccer at S'pore poly. me sad mood..]
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